Tuesday, June 9, 2009

How to make a mommy cry

This has nothing to do with Faith. It has everything to do with coming in her room at 11 at night and telling me that the nurse has a new patient coming in and that patient has to be in the neuro wing - PICU F - and we have to move, right then. I have to pack everything that has been unpacked and put away, all the art on the walls, all the animals, all the supplies for a 3 week stay and move. Then we get to this room and it is HOT,we have half a privacy curtain which means we can only cover 2/3 of the wall size glass window, it doesn't have the same storage space so now we are jammed in here and I sit crying in the dark. I am so damn mad right now. And its midnight and I have no one to call cause as mad as I am I can't see waking someone up over this stupid crap! I have no privacy at all....not like we were undressing in the room or anything but if I didn't want people looking in I could close the curtain. Now its wide open. I want to take my toys and go home.